start of the 1 week break.. b4 i start burying myself in projects.. lecture notes.. n all the sch stuffs again.. haiz.. dun feel like starting sch so fast.. im so tired.. i need a break.. a much longer break... 1 wk is definately not enough 4 me.. haiz.. feel so stress now.. there's alot of things which im still very confused of.. dun feel like going for the orientation camp.. feel so stupid.. but bo bian muz go.. coz they say the orientation grp will be ur project mates.. omg.. so unfair.. i dunno how they came up with this grping.. haiz.. duno la.. dun wan think abt it... Ahhh... dun wan tok abt sch... suddenly feel so sianz of it..

well so wat happen this wkend?... yesterday stay at home to study for my stats test.. evening went to my auntie hse for dinner.. n after tat met ly, wf n choo.. keong came n meet us too but he said he's tired so he went home first.. so the 4 of us went to wf hse.. went thru the photo albums.. hmm memories started flowing back.. those were the days... heee.. den we went to meet sk at downtown east.. chit chat a while.. n went back le.. reach home abt 4 am le... haha think its kinda routine for us already.. every sat we will juz rot outside until 3+ 4 am den go home n slp.. haha woke up ard 10+ .. coz got 2 go tuition.... evening went to century sq for dinner with my parents.. hmm my mum bought me a pendant.. shld be 4 my bdae la.. hahah.. started planning for my bdae.. wat food to buy... who's going.. haiz.. alot of things man.. like so mafan.. omg..... think gonna spend alot.. haiz.. broke le.. n so many bdaes coming up... oh dear.... haiz... sianz.. im really sianz...

came online n i realise something which im really really surprise of.. omg.. cant believe my eyes.. dun wish to believe either.. din expect tat.. n i wish tat isn't true.. i was quite angry n worried... lost for words.. but i guess i cant do anything either... decided to juz ignore n pretend tat i dunno anything abt it.. haiz.. somehow find myself so useless...y..? somebody tell me?.. if onli... if onli... wat will happen?...........

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