y im n blogging at this time of the day?.. coz today my lesson starts at 5pm... so i got the whole morning.. to rot at home.. n settle my stuff.. omg.. i got so much things 2 do!!!.. got do go bid for courses.. settle my bbq stuff... tuition... sch.. argg shit man.... no time!! no time!!! i need more time!!!... 1 wk is not enough for me.. i cant find a right time slot of many things.. n im running out of $$ liao.. shit spend so much these days.. on chalet stuff.. presents... food n transport.. n other stuff.. haiz.. guess i need 2 look for part time job liao.. tuition is hopeless.... feel like giving it up... totally no morale to teach anymore.. my students simply disappoint me.. ask them study.. they dun listen.. hwk dun wan do... exam period still can play.. how 2 do well!!??.. n makes me sounds so lousy... cant even handle them properly.. totally no motivation to teach them.. juz cant even be bothered to go for tuition.. n i really dunno how 2 teach.. when they refused to do my hwk.. sometimes i wonder.. is it really my fault?.. or is it them.. or their parents in fact.. am i really such a lousy tutor? haiz ... i really dunno.. dun feel like teaching anymore.. no pt teaching when they dun improve.. might as well let them go look for a better tutor... n i can have more free time too... dunno i really dunno wat i shld do now.. all i noe is i need time... i need a break..... im tired.......

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