haven been blogging like for a few days.. coz my pc's not working... so i need 2 use my laptop.. hehe today juz feel like blogging.. so i purposely on my laptop juz 2 blog hehe.. i dunno... alot of things on my mind.. juz duno how 2 say.. n who 2 tell also.. cant say too much things here too.. hehe.. but anyway.. juz wan 2 type la... been feeling quite moody these few days la.. think is coz of the heavy workload... n the things that's happening ard me... haiz... n im still waiting for some good news for me.. but there dun seems to be any... been so long since i last had a good laugh.. n really had a whole day of fun... oh maybe last sat ba.. did had a little bit of fun la.. tmr's mon again.. the weekend seems to pass so fast... haven had time 2 relax n rest... been juz so damn busy... haiz.. din meet my usual gang for like 2 wks already... onli tat day met keong for dinner... they asked me out for kopi yesterday.. but was like so tired.. n i was already half asleep n too lazy 2 go out already.. tonite wanted to meet for dinner also.. but in the end din make it also.. hee.. kinda weird ar.. 2 wks never meet 2 la kopi haha...
yesterday woke up at 6+... super sianz lor.. sat still got 2 wake up so early.. got 2 go sch 2 do project.. kaoz.. haiz.. did some filming for our presentation.. haha n i got 2 speak for a sexually abused victim... argg.. so stupid.. haha n after doing so much.. dunno whether we r doing the rite things not.. haha still not quite convinced by wat we did la.. iya duno la.. finish ard 3+.. den went for my lesson... n later go my uncle hse for dinner.... haha my cousin gave me her guitar hahaha.. coz she say she never play.. so they juz ask me 2 bring home lor... hehe so i save like $120... hehe though its like abit old la.. but its gd enough le... i dun need such a good 1 now anyway.. hehe
today went for tuition... as usual... teach until i very pek chek... arrgg. lucky my sis went to help me out too.. if not.. arrgggg.. den i went to my cousin's hse n ask him teach me calculus.. hehe coz i dun understand.... n need 2 do homework.. so ask him 2 help me.. i did manage to understand more la.. but still quite blur.. hahah die la... super stress.. i duno how 2 pass... haiz... so many things on my mind now.. need to get alot of things... n i need 2 spend so much money... no money le... how i envy those rich ppl... envy those with pocket money frm parents... envy everybody richer den me.... can juz spend n spend... buy anything they wan.... no need think so much.... haiz.. when can i be like them?.. sometimes feel tat.. some ppl juz seems to have everything they wan.. but dun seems the same for me... juz feel so unfair sometimes.. but guess we shld all learn to feel contented of watever we have now.. haha sounds contradicting... iya i dunno wat im toking abt also.. like i said.. juz feel like typing.. got so much more to say.. but dunno how 2 type it here.. n some of the things r juz not meant to be said.. im waiting... n im still waiting.. how long more do i have to wait.. n wat exactly is happening... i also duno.. haha.. haiz.. if onli.. if onli.. hahaha sounds familiar.. haha if si ta bor see my if onli.. he's going 2 "smew" me again.. haha i miss everybody!! my buddies.. my poly classmates... selective colleagues.. hahaha.... n anybody else i miss out la.. hahah... arr guess i better stop my nonsense b4 readers get bored reading my blog... hahaha... update again.... wish me gd luck...
*//W|sHeD uPoN @ sTaR//* | 11:03 PM
