suffering from serious depression.. though i did not display any signs infront of anybody.. but underneath.. im actually feeling quite terrible.. things kept happening.. until i dunno how 2 react.. stressed up enough with sch work.. n got many other disappointments.. sometimes really duno wat to do.. but dun worry im ok.. still coping well.. I muz learn to be strong.. :)

too many things happened this whole year.. mostly bad though.. its ok.. i always tell myself.. tat's the last bad thing that is happening.. n following it.. everything will be smooth sailing for me... hmm its too scary to think of it.. n im getting paranoid over everything single thing now.. haha.. sounds stupid.. but its really true.. cant take another serious blow now.. i will really go crazy..

yesterday went to hospital to visit my godfather.. he got involved in a bike-bus accident.. haiz.. so scary.. his face is so swollen now.. haiz.. n juz last wk.. his son.. also got injured due to another bike accident.. man.. all these really freak me out.. haiz.. but lucky.. my cousin is ok now.. n i hope my godfather will recover soon.. hmm at the hospi.. my sis actually fainted.. her faced got so pale.. think coz she was too scared.. she really gave all of us a fright.. haiz.. n i got headache yesterday too... so wasn't feeling quite well already.. n when i saw her like tat.. n the things my parents say.. reminds me of the things that's happening.. n den my eyes were red.. but i tried very hard 2 control n hold back my tears.. n luckily she's ok now.. haiz.. seriously too much things have been happening.. n all within such a short period of time.. too fast for us to forget abt the previous case before the next one comes along.. wat a yr.. duno wat's wrong.. its ok.. like i said earlier.. this will n must be the last unfortunate thing that is happening to me.. n my family.. the future is bright n full of hope for us!! yeah!!!... tat's the way i muz think... hehe.. chatting with my cousin while typing this blog.. haha he said that we are still young.. shld always look on the bright side.. think of ways to improve our lives to make sure we live our lives with no regrets instead.. haha think its quite true.. oh well.. tat's it.. starting from this very moment.. i shall get myself out of this depression.. tmr will be a better day.. for me.. my family.. n for everybody!!.. :)

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