ha.. juz said i was so happy a few days ago.. n now im back to this lousy mood.. give me a break pls..sianz man.. juz cant stay happy for long.. haiz.. sometimes its better not to know too much things.. n not to think too much.. it juz spoils ur day.. haiz.. watever.. sometimes juz wan 2 be alone...
this sem is coming 2 an end soon.. but i juz got used to sch life.. the ppl ard me.. n the busy workload.. n now.. we need 2 change classmates again.. haiz.. dunno who my classmates will be.. juz got my timetable for next sem.. n i think it suxs.. alot of 830 slots.. meaning i got 2 wake up at 5... haiz...can imagine me skipping lessons liao.. hope my ltb grp mates have the same slot as me.. but i think its quite impossible.. =( .. anyway.. i still got 2 more busy wks to go thru.. den i will be more free.. tmr got presentation n i still haven memorise my script.. sianz.. traumatized by presentations.. n projects..
so tired and lazy this few days.. juz dun have the mood 2 do anything.. yesterday was the worst.. got 2 force myself 2 wake up at 8 to go sch for proj.. reached home already 6+.. n still got 2 help my mother vaccum the floor.. i was super tired.. like duno wat.. feel so sianz man.. n i slept super early.. today also.. stayed at home the whole day.. my parents went to my uncle's place for dinner.. but i dun feel like going.. kor ask me out.. but i dun feel like going too.. sl ask me out.. wanted 2 meet her.. but lazy le.. hehe.. so basically juz slack at home the whole day.. n prepare for my presentation...
haiz.. i wan a break.. wan 2 get out of this place.. my auntie n cousin are going 2 aust this coming thur.. to visit kor.. haiz... i wish i can go with them too... 1.. i got sch.. 2.. no $... haiz.. sianz.. if onli i can go.. den how nice will it be... breakfree from the hectic lifestyle here.. 4get abt those worries for the time being.. haiz.. saw my frens going US for the summer thingy.. i feel like going too.. but nvm.. wait for the next time.. now.. for me.. will be.. study study.. n try 2 pull all my grades up.. or i'll die until very jia lat with all the Cs..... but its so difficult!! arrhhh.... ok.. better go memorize my script now......
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