today feeling abit sianz.. ahh jiu ming ar!!.. iya duno how 2 say... confused!!.. headache!!.. sick of this.. help!!.. haiya.. dunno la.. feel so stupid.. y? its too hard 2 explain.... juz not feeling very gd..

things not looking gd for me... other den the problem thats bothering me.. din really manage to study much for my calculus.. & i think im doing super badly for all my modules this sem.. die.. my GPA is going 2 be super jia lat.. i think mostly B- & Cs... haiz... really damn tong ku man... cant take it liao.. no matter how much effort we put in.. juz cant get wat we wan..haiz.. never felt so traumatized over sch b4..

today got 1 last lesson for IS... but i went there n do nothing.. ended up chating on msn.. went there juz 2 collect my assigment.. so all of us went into this conference thing on msn.. & all of us were toking nonsense inside.. & i think our prof sense something wrong.. ahha coz all of us were like smiling to our own screens.. hahha.. but anyway.. who cares.. hmm they are organising this JB seafood thing again.. next wed.. haha think they heard abt our last trip.. den they also tempted 2 go liao.. hmm this time quite alot of ppl going.. i think ard 8 so far.. but i cant go... i got paper on thur.. :( ... sianz.. den they say they organising another outing or something on fri.. for me & those missed the JB 1.. but dunno la.. this 1 like not confirm.. but shaun suggested going ktv on fri nite.. err wanted 2 go.. but like quite weird.. gab & josh never confirm if they going.. den somemore is join in with another of our classmate.. whom i never tok 2 her b4.. n her outside frens somemore.. so weird.. but shaun agreed already.. wah lau.. weird leh this class.. all the ppl behave strangely.. haha.. eccentric ar.. iya dunno la.. see how.. & some1 suggested going china black on fri nite too.. man.. luan.. but i think i prefer the ktv.. i hope more ppl come join us.. den it wun be so weird.. oh man!! im broke!!...

haha haven exam.. but we already started planning all our activities after exam liao.. haiz.. die no mood 2 study.. this afternoon spent a few hrs slacking in the library.. duno do wat.. den later when 2 meet syl & angie & we went study.. din even study much.. onli for like 1 hr+ den we left already.. coz angie need 2 go n check out some stuff frm the office & we need 2 submit some forms.. b4 the office close.. so we decided 2 submit & go off already lor.. den angie suggested going 2 taka.. coz she say wan go this art gallery thing that sell all those paintings frm those famous artists.. so we went lor.. wow.. saw many damn artistic art pieces.. damn cool.. some of the painting is damn amazing.. impressive.. incredibly gorgeous.. wahhaha.. den i cant help it.. hand itchy went to touch one of the painting.. ahha wanted 2 feel the texture ma.. ahha coz really curious.. den angie saw.. & she screamed.. "HEY!! CANOT TOUCH!!.." whahaha i think i really gave her a fright.. hehe coz the paintings are all too ex.. & we cannot afford 2 do any damage to it.. ahha saw the price.. think the cheapest is S$12,500.. hahah the most ex.. i cant imagine how much.. haha.. got chance u all can go & take a look too.. but be careful.. ahha dun be like me.. ahhaha

after tat.. actually wanted 2 study in town.. haha coz we cant study in sch leh.. the library so many ppl.. so noisy.. but den syl need 2 go back liao.. so we went back lor.. & back home.. i din study much too.. i dun understand!!!.. man.. im dying.. arrhh... sianz.. kena fly aeroplane.. grace not studying tmr le.. haha she ask me go her hse & study overnite with her.. but dunno leh.. haiz.. sianz..den tmr got 2 make new plans liao.. hmm see how lor.. how how??!! wat shld i do?!!

*//W|sHeD uPoN @ sTaR//* | 11:06 PM