hmm today feeling abit down... gloomy.. haiz... hmm y?.. well.. yesterday ah yee come my hse & stay over for the wkend.. coz this wkend we dun need 2 go anywhere.. so invite her over.. wanted 2 bring her out of the hse.. relax a while for the wkend.. & also allow jie to take a break.. this morning after we came back frm breakfast.. we juz sat there.. watch tv.. den she suddenly started toking abt alot of things.. tot of the sad things again.. & started crying.. haiz.. i see her like tat i dunno wat 2 do.. im sad too.. heartache... haiz.. wanted 2 cry.. sometimes she juz dun feel how much others have done for her.. of coz she noes that.. but somehow she still feel tat its not enough.. haiz.. i also duno wat 2 do le.. i can understand how she feel la.. haiz.. duno how 2 say.. i pity jie too.. can feel that she's really tired le.. AHHHH! feel like screaming... im tired too!!... i HATE 2004!... dreadful yr.. up till now.. i still cant accept the fact that those things actually happened.. but wat can i do? wat else except take it.. & pray for the best..

din study much today again.. duno wat's wrong with me.. juz so slack.. haiz.. tat's bad.. juz feel sianz.. envy those who have no worries.. when can i be like them?.. i 4ever have 2 worry abt stuff at home.. frens.. work.. $$.. sch.. haiz.. family stuff is enough 2 keep me irritated.. with the add on of the other probs outside.. juz makes me so damn bloody tired... hmm i noe some things cannot be compared.. but tat's wat humans always like 2 do isn't it?.. wat a sad world.. ha.. i noe.. im like toking nonsense here again.. anyway.. this blog is for my nonsense.. hmm dunno wat now.. juz tired.....

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