now tat orchard jam is over.. i suddenly felt abit weird.. coz been out almost everyday since last last wk.. this wk not much activity on.. so kinda bored.. n when i got nothing 2 do.. i'll start thinking of alot of things.. haiz.. so damn tired le... but cant help it.. i juz hate 2004!.. 2 more wks.. n i'll say bye to this sickening yr.. which brought much devastation 2 me.. well.. anyway.. think not much ppl noe abt it.. but its ok.. nobody will understand exactly how i felt also.. or maybe no one even cares.. haiz.. this is irritating.. i dunno wat 2 do... i think nobody can give me the ans too.. so bu guan le... wo zhen de lei le....

actually i got alot 2 say.. but i dunno how 2 put it.. haiz.. suan le ba.. the story juz gets longer each day... all i can do is juz pray.. tat 2005 will be a complete change frm 2004.. coz.. im at my brim le.. suffocating.. cant take in anymore bad news le.. so pray 4 me....

the crazy ger whom u all always see.. is not happy actually... the craziness n laughther tat u all see n hear.. is juz her way 2 cover up her unhappiness & bring out the strong side of her.. so as 2 4get the past.. n move forward 2 a brighter.. happier route infront of her..

*//W|sHeD uPoN @ sTaR//* | 11:03 PM