Oh no!.. my hols is coming 2 an end.. starting sch in juz a few days time.. hmm im not looking forward 2 it.. coz the tot of it juz paranoids me.. traumatized by projects... exams.. profs... n horrible classmates.. oh man... save me!!.. the modules which i will be taking next sem seems super stressful.. juz received emails frm the profs.. giving us the course outlines.. after reading them.. i kinda dread going 2 sch more.. haha.. n my results this sem impart more stress on me.. coz.. i dun wan this kind of results for my next sem.. but somemore.. next sem seems more tough.. oh man.. how??!!.. haiz.. die le la.. i wonder how am i going 2 survive my 3 more yrs here in smu.. quite scary.. maybe shldn't be in smu in the 1st place.. its too ang mo for me already.. way too competitive.. haiz.. dun dare 2 think of it too much.. juz take things as it goes..

juz a few days left.. trying 2 make full use of these few days.. hmm got lots of stuff 2 do actually.. like packing my room.. meeting frens.. do some stuff.. ermm alot leh... haha but like not enough time.. n my laziness is standing in the way.. hehe.. n i got no money le!!.. haiz.. been spending n spending.. so many presents 2 buy.. n things 2 pay for.. i need 2 get many things.. like laptop.. coz its dying!!.. n i dunno if it can be use for my modules next sem.. hmm i need new specs.. my specs like so old liao.. :( i wan 2 buy clothes.. bag.. n shoes.. see so many things 2 buy.. but vit M running lor.. so saddd.. haiz.. stress.. haven start sch already stress.. see la.. this is tormenting... arrhh.. haiz.. 2005.. hope it will be a gd year... world peace.. everybody stay healthy.. n happy.. yeah.. most importantly.. give me good classmates.. projects mates.. n profs!!.. hehe.. =p

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