sotong is stupid!!.. ahh.. i feel so dumb.. haiz.. i dun seems to noe my stuff... so lost in AS.. BGS i noe nuts abt it.. stats i took it b4.. but still im like so new to it.. damn.. OOS.. i forgot wat i learn in poly already too!!!.. *slap myself*... haiz.. so low morale man.. feel so ashamed to tell ppl im frm poly.. n BIT somemore.. omg.. chi is worse!.. feel so lousy.. man.. everything's bad in sch.. my OOS assignment is due this fri.. im suppose 2 work on it tonite.. but dumb me.. now den i realise i dun have the program!.. haiz.. got 2 go sch n dl tmr.. *slap myself again*.. no time already.. den i still so blur.. kaoz.. so angry with myself.. n i haven even done any research for my BGS.. im suppose 2 come up with some pts for thurs meeting.. haiz.. shit.. im still so slack.. how??!! arrhhh... kill me..

haiz.. let me juz do a quick update.. today had CT lesson again.. 830 lesson.. n i was like dozing off when margaret chan went on with her usual philosophical stuff... its abt existance today.. n we were like wat the hell.. ha.. its tat damn boring la.. n she keep saying... i hope u all r enjoying the class.. coz she tot all those things are soooo BEAUTIFUL.. n AMAZING.. hahah these 2 r her favourite words.. i lost count of how many times she said this 2 words throughout the whole class.. after tat we went to the SMU dojo.. coz she got this guy to share with us some akido stuff.. but until now we still duno wat has it got 2 do with creativity again.. haha.. so they did some demo.. n all of us were like so scared when they ask us 2 line up in 2 lines.. haha we all tot they will make us slam each other.. but in the end.. we basically did nothing interesting.. haha juz exerting force on each other... tat's it.. haa.. but its better den staying in class listening 2 her tok la.. den we went back 2 class again.. n she went on toking...... den she tried this meditation stuff on us.. make us close our eyes n all those stuff.. but.. i dun think anything happened la.. haha we all made use of this time 2 nap a while.. haha.. ya.. boring class.. 2 more wks.. next wk will be some theatre stuff.. hope its interesting..

oh after class i went my aunt hse.. today alot of ppl there man.. my 3rd aunt also came.. den my aunt cook such a feast la.. wah lau.. can be considered as 10 course dinner liao.. haha like buffet like tat man.. haiz.. she's always like tat 1.. always cook alot.. den after tat still got desserts n fruits.. omg.. eat until super full man.. hee.. today is my uncle bdae... normally.. we will go out n eat.. but this yr cannot le.. haiz.. today so many ppl here.. juz like last time.. but juz something missing le.. so sad.. hmm.. my cousin's back frm aust!!.. they came over today.. with my 2 cute cute nephews!!.. hhehhe so happy when i see them.. i tot they 4got abt me already.. but den later when i keep asking.. n Dean called "Ah fen gu gu!!" haha so loud.. so cute.. hehe den i played with them.. hehe very cute bois... but they came so late.. i onli play with them a while den i need 2 go home liao.. hmm nvm.. they will still be here until after new yr.. hehe still can see them.. hehehe

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