feeling not very gd today.. im so sad... *sob sob*... y??.. haiz.. long story.. nvm.. duno la.. nothing i do seems rite.. i hate me.. i hate my life.. i hate watever's happening 2 me now!!.. tired.. im sick of this.. i need a break.. i wish i can juz disappear frm here for a while.. haiz.. y muz i go thru so much nonsense.. cant i juz be like others??... tired le.. im really tired... when can i really be happy for a long long time?? i wan to go out!!.. im seriously dying frm depression staying at home.. sick of my mundane lifestyle.. sch.. home.. projects.. slp.. how boring.. i needa life!!!..

i guess.. im juz exhausted.. drained... thinking of lots of stuff.. sch.. family.. future.. watever.. until i get so tired... tat's y i keep saying i miss so many ppl.. haiz.. wasn't in a good mood today.. firstly i overslept.. so i was abit late for class.. there's case study today.. but im not in the mood to think.. haiz.. so i guess i wasn't of much help to my grp.. after lesson went for project meeting again.. how sad.. everybody cleared their projects already.. but i still got 2 work on this stupid dumb system.. n the thing is we haven even started.. n we r onli left with 1 wk.. haa.. but we dun even noe how 2 do.. maybe we can juz donate the marks la... haiz... all of us were super demoralised le.. we dun even wan 2 meet lor.. all of us already gave up le... too tired.. even today.. brain dead... din do much also.. haiz.. sianz... super sianz...

juz read syl's blog.. makes me sad too... xiao mei.. no sad no sad.. im no better too.. muz jia you k!.. haiz.. still gotta go sch tmr.. got this stupid talk... dunno if we still meeting for project.. omg.. i feel so arrgg.. sianz.. is all i can say...............
*//W|sHeD uPoN @ sTaR//* | 10:35 PM