Im blogging here in the office.. coz I got nothing 2 do.. finished most of my stuff already.. those sales ppl not ard.. so dun have new orders coming in for me to key.. haiz.. boring.. can’t wait for 6 to come.. but tonite got 2 rush off for tuition again.. sianz man.. but nvm.. at least better den working here.. haa..

Had a super bad day yesterday.. damn suay.. kena scolding for some stupid reasons.. spoil my day… suxs man.. dun tok abt it anymore.. was supposed 2 go for AFUA meeting yesterday.. was actually looking forward 2 it.. coz I can meet up with my 2 darlings.. but in the end.. I was so sianz.. that I dun even feel like going le.. so much stuff 2 do at work yesterday.. n im soo tired.. so in the end I din go.. haiz.. n becoz of this.. had some misunderstanding with my 2 mei meis.. haiz.. soo sorry.. anyway.. think its ok le.. haiz.. think I really neglected a lot of ppl le.. my family.. frens.. classmates.. whatever.. so bad of me.. sorry peeps.. haiz.. maybe someday.. u guys will understand...

Feeling kinda depressed.. now tat im working here.. ive been thinking if this is wat I really wan.. n I noe its not..i dun wan my future job 2 be sitting in the office everyday.. doing mundane stuff.. doing stuff tat doesn’t even interest me.. on top of tat.. I still got 2 see ppl’s “face”.. haiz.. tat’s the worst part.. hmm n toking abt interest.. the thing is I dun even noe where my interest lies.. haaha.. I seriously dunno wat I wan 2 be in future.. I duno wat I like.. as in.. maybe im those “san fen zhong re du” kind.. haha tat’s bad isn’t it.. haiz.. I dun even noe y im doing my degree in ISM now for.. haa.. think im really wasting time.. juz studying for the seek of the stupid piece of paper.. how sad.. duno how my future’s gonna be like.. ive got no confidence in myself in whatever I do.. I duno y.. felt so useless sometimes.. haiz.. duno la.. im really tired.. I need a break…
*//W|sHeD uPoN @ sTaR//* | 10:46 PM