sotong is hopeless.. sotong is stupid.. sotong is stressed!!!!!!!... sotong is depressed.. sotong needs more time.. haiz.. its onli the 1st wk of sch.. n i can really sense the tension n the tons of work coming my way.. but im still so slack!!.. *slap myself!* im still not in the study mood.. practically slack my way thru the 1st wk of sch... now im so unsure abt wat 2 do for most of the projects.. haiz.. read thru my readings for networking today.. n realised tat i forgot everything i learnt in poly!!.. kaoz..*slap myself again!*... haiz.. how how!?!?... cannot go on like this.. i got 2 start studying already!!.. got 2 pull up my GPA!!... i wan my honours!!... got 2 concentrate in class.. n start revising my stuff!.. ok.. i shall work hard.. sotong jia you!!.. start mugging!!..

hee.. ok.. forgive me for being so agitated.. but im really stressed.. studying in this stupid sch is no joke.. with all those chao muggers n geniuses ard...it gets really demoralising... haiz.. ok shall stop toking abt sch.. else i'll really go crazy... hmm updates.... yesterday went to meet my poly frens for dinner.. haha.. the outing is such a failure.. haha coz we got a lousy organiser.. piang.. hahah.. initially shld have 6 of us.. but in the end.. onli 3 of us met up!.. 2 of them duno y not coming.. jocelyn will meet us after dinner.. haha.. n gd thing i was late.. coz those 2 kuku where super late.. hahah.. n i managed 2 meet them on the train.. alamak.. so we went to suntec.. took us a long time b4 we finally settled down at pasta mania for dinner.. haha.. den we couldn't decide where 2 go after dinner.. i nearly sianz 1/2 when ray say go home.. coz he wasn't feeling well yesterday.. kaoz.. trick me all the way down to town juz for dinner n den go home.. haiz.. but in the end he endure all the way.. heheh coz he pai seh 2 pang seh us... hee we so bad.. dun let him go home.. hahah.. in the end.. i brought them 2 timbre.. since its ard tat area.. n chester said he wanted 2 go take a look.. so we went for a drink.. chill out.. hee.. n jocelyn came n join us.. the band yesterday was not bad.. hee.. luckily they like the place too... we sat there n gossip until 11+.. bear wanted 2 join us.. but den we abt 2 leave le.. coz ray n jocelyn got 2 wake up early today.. so he din come.. den 4 of us shared a cab back.. they all went home... n i went down to changi village to meet my buddies for kopi.. hmm den today.. is basically juz slacking at home the whole day.. until i feel so guilty.. haiz.. tmr is the start of a new wk again.. got 2 start buying txtbks 2 study le.. haiz.. no $$ liao.. stupid sch!.. ok la.. time 2 slp le... wish me gd luck...
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