hey.. MIA for abt a wk.. or more than tat le.. been extremely busy these few wks... no need to say... think u all also noe.. ya... projects.. so many projects on hand.. n juz had my term tests this wk.. ha.. hopeless.. confirm plus guarentee chop FAIL!.. haiz.. so demoralising.. sianz.. this sem's GPA gone case again.. haiz.. nvm.. dun wish 2 tok abt it anymore..

im seriously exhausted.. everyday i come home.. feeling so shagged.. drained.. dun even feel like toking to anybody.. haiz.. this wk is psle wk too.. had to go down for tuition almost everyday.. n i still got my own term tests 2 prepare.. n project submissions this sun n next wk... omg.. my frens keep scolding me.. haha stopping me frm going tuition.. haha but i think its a kind of responsibility.. so i'll still go most of the time.. anyway.. had my last paper today... n next wk's term break.. so today can relak abit.. n tmr start project again.. hmm but i kinda like this kind of lifestyle.. though im tired.. but i feel gd.. i dun mind doing projects.. coz we do have fun while doing projects.. n i simply love my project mates.. n of coz my IS cliques.. they r juz so nice.. hee.. at least all my days are well spent.. juz tat i have less time to go out with frens.. hmmm there bound to be some trade-offs in everything la.. n i think im still young.. i shld work hard for my future.. do watever i shld be doing now.. n enjoyment will come later.. search for the real purpose of life... hee...

so long never blog.. haha.. actually got so much to say... during this very busy period.. i realised alot of things.. wat's most impt in life.. who's most impt.. who u can trust.. n who u cant... who really cares.. etc.. etc..learnt my lesson not to let ppl take advantage of me anymore.. i dun wan 2 envy ppl anymore.. y not have them feel envious of wat i've achieve instead?.. haha.. i dun wan 2 be wat i use to be anymore!.. n now.. i feel like doing so many things.. i feel like going for the YEP thingy end of the yr.. i wanna go for the work n travel USA next summer.. i wanna take up music courses.. i wan 2 meet lots of ppl.. lots n lots more "I wan...."... hmm but im tied down by lots of constraints as well.. haiz.. nvm.. lets see if i'll be able to accomplish them 1 by 1.. haha.. 1st got 2 plan timetable for my break next wk.. haa.. most of the time i guess i'll still be in sch.. doing project.. hmm ok la.. think i shall stop.. yeah yeah.. singing class tmr.. haha.. might be meeting my frens tmr too.. heheh yeh yeah.. hope they dun fly me aeroplane again.. ciao!..
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