its chi new yr eve.. haa..everybody's having reunion dinner tonite.. yap.. well im no diff.. looking forward 2 it.. excited over the next few days too.. hmm but i dun feel too good today.. since yesterday afternoon after i overheard my parents convo.. i started 2 feel lost.. though its onli juz a very small matter.. but i duno wat 2 do.. either way.. i'll offend somebody..

yesterday nite.. i was sharing my problem with a few ppl.. n sis huijun noe i wasn't feeling too good.. so she called n tok 2 me.. n prayed with me.. but as she shared her opinion with me.. my heart was filled with fear n anxiety.. i was totally lost.. vexed.. duno wat 2 do.. n while she was praying... i broke down into tears.. n i juz couldn't stop.. i can't even tok properly.. haa... i muz have frightened her.. well.. no doubt to others this is juz a very very small issue.. i duno y i had such drastic reaction too.. maybe im juz being paranoid.. hmm but i really wanna thx her.. for toking 2 me.. n praying for me.. i felt better le..

today came.. n well.. i was thinking n thinking.. trying hard 2 avoid.. but in the end.. i feel.. i shld juz go ahead n do watever i need 2 do.. n so i did..n im sure he understands.. n no matter wat i do.. he is still the 1st.. nobody else can replace.. I love him!.. now.. i felt better le.. thx frens for listening 2 me.. hee.. ok la.. everything's over.. i've gotta stop thinking so much.. its the new yr!!.. happy new yr!.. GONG XI FA CAI!!.. =p
*//W|sHeD uPoN @ sTaR//* | 2:14 PM