its going 1 am.. n im still quite awake.. suddenly got this urge to blog.. so i shall juz type an entry... hmmm actually i've got lots of thots running thru my mind now.. dunno how 2 type them out 1 by 1.. lets see...


hmm y not juz start off by summarizing wat i've been doing for the past few days.. well.. basically sch started.. n lessons were ok la.. some were interesting n some were boring as usual.. tmr is my free day.. dun have class.. but i still need 2 go sch.. meeting syl 2 do our BP homework.. haiz.. hmm had an interesting class today.. its called finishing touch.. its some career skills module.. abt grooming.. n abt looking for jobs n stuff like tat.. the most slack module this sem.. ya.. after class went to walk ard n i bought a long sleeve shirt n pants for FT.. yeap.. haiz... wasted alot of money.. on bks.. n stuff.. now im broke le.. cant wait 2 collect ang bao man.. haha


yeap.. tat kind of sums it all la.. nothing much happened.. din really go out.. everybody's saving $$.. haha staying at home.. yap.. so.. tat's abt it.. so after shopping went home.. n watch tv.. quite some time since i last sat down n watch so much tv... hmm.. n i dunno y.. i started thinking abt alot of things.. memories.. of 2005... came flooding back 2 me all of a sudden.. tot of how diff grp of ppl came in n out of my life.. the stories we once wrote together.. the songs we once sang.. haa.. those r all history now.. come to think of it.. it seems quite ridiculous.. i cant believe some stuff actually happened.. ppl i pictured in my mind now... felt like strangers to me now.. its like a dream to me.. 2005 is over.. n now.. i've woken up frm my dream.. back to reality... woo... sounds like the world of narnia huh.. ahha.. have i stepped out of the wardrobe?? haha... hmm but seriously.. i missed those times.. lots of things happened.. be it good or bad.. happy or sad.. i missed them all.. those r memories which will stay with me forever.. haha.. thru all these.. i've grown.. i've learnt.. n most importantly.. i've changed.. those mistakes shall not repeat again.. n i pray tat history will not repeat itself again.. all these are meant 2 be left behind.. n i've got to move on.. hee.. i shldn't look back!!..


not sure how 2006 will be like for me.. exciting i hope.. happening i guess?.. hmm not too sure.. juz pray for the better.. n i noe for sure.. things gonna get better.. hehe... becoz.. this time rd.. i've gone all out to seek for wat i want.. ask for wat i wish for.. n those who ask shall receive.. n those who seek shall find!!.. all u need is faith n trust.. hmm maybe im still not quite there yet.. but i'll work hard.. hope for a breakthru in my life... things gonna be different!!.. grant me the power to persue my dreams!!.. yeah!...


hmm not sure how's the start of the new yr for u guys? good?.. im sure some of u are excited abt the new yr.. n everything started off well... but i noe of some who din had a good start too.. well.. be it good or bad.. its a new beginning.. lets all work hard... to make sure tat the end of 2006 will be much better than the beginning.. to my frens who r depressed recently.. (including myself..though im not really depressed.. juz wan 2 remind myself)... cheer up!.. we got 2 stay positive.. wat's meant to be will be.. all things happen for a reason... no pt rushing into things.. we juz got 2 stay focus.. like wat a fren juz told me juz now.. put in our best in watever we r capable of.. n leave the rest to God.. he will make a way.. when there seems to be no way =) ... nice 1.. hee... so for those who din have a good start.. dun be discouraged.. move on!!.. things gonna get better... haa.. rmb my favourite phrase.. believe.. n there will be miracles!... hee.. so ppl lets jia you together!!..


ok after typing such a long entry of weird thots... dun even noe if any1 of u understands.. haa.. perhaps onli a few ppl understand wat im toking abt.. hmm well i shan't elaborate.. its up 2 u 2 interpret.. if u understand den give urself a pat on ur shoulder.. well done.. u noe me.. whaha.. else.. haha u dun have 2 bother.. its no big deal afterall.. haha.. anyway.. im sleepy le.. yeap.. till the next update...... cya!..
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