am not feeling too good.. everything's in a mess now.. things kinda got outta hand.. i duno y the sudden big fuss abt it.. haa.. guess its juz a test of our faith.. i duno.. was feeling real terrible since last nite.. the convo was bad.. my attitude was bad.. everything was juz outta control.. back home.. things got worse.. blew my top(though i shldn't).. coz i couldn't take it anymore.. of coz.. nothing's resolved.. this morning came.. my heart still filled with anxiety.. but im lost.. shuzhen called me n tok 2 me.. these ppl r always so nice... she prayed for me.. n i felt goosebumps n i was shivering.. hee.. she felt it too.. hee.. went back.. n had a discussion.. i was quite happy with it though.. but den later.. i duno.. its seems 2 involve too many ppl.. n everything became so complicated.. haiz.. now im more vexed... speak to me!!... tell me wat to do!!...


ppl dun understand.. ppl disagree.. they object due to disbeliefs.. reject due to disagreement.. lots of different opinions.. misconceptions.. argg i duno... it started becoz of a small matter n became such a big issue.. so many ppl got involved.. n it created quite a mess.. we've got no support.. we're on our own.. we need power.. we need strength.. we need the energy to fight for ourselves.. rejection rate is high.. but i visualised miracles.. yeap..


grant me the fighting spirit to fight on!!.. i can feel the burden.. real heavy on my shoulders... got quite tired at times.. but im constantly reminded by faith tat i shldn't give up.. n i shldn't be afraid.. im not going 2 give up.. the light is juz rite ahead.. darkness is way behind me.. i noe we can suceed.. n we will breakthru!.. coz.. my WORD frames my WORLD!!.. Breakthrough i proclaim!!..
*//W|sHeD uPoN @ sTaR//* | 12:13 AM