* The Star *

Fen / Jaz

~Simple ger with big starry dreams!~

* GliTTeRz *


* Starry Desires *

A Clavinova
Acoustic Guitar
Bags, shoes, clothes
A new wallet
Watch
Perfume
Accessories
A car
New hairstyle!..makeover!!.. =D
New wardrobe..
New set of furniture
I wanna go holiday!!
Earn more $$
I wanna lose weight!!
Good health..Happiness..No Worries!!
Spend more time with family and frens
Breakthrough!
Family & Friends' salvation
Make more new frens..
More of God! :)

* Starry Links *

E432
Weifen
Merlin
Lionel
Khar Loo
Sylvia
Shuzhen
Rena
Keong
Vivien
Huijun
Apple
Kelly
Clarence
Cedric
Swee Khee
Michelle Lee
Jonathan
Erica
Andy
Laoying
Shi Min
Michelle Chua
Howe
* Starry Shots *

LTB Project
Comex
Poly Group Mates
My 21st Bdae
SMU Sisters
E10
Family
S23
SMU Memories

* Credits *

Design | LyLe
Image | kasy
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* Saturday, February 18, 2006 *

at times.. i feel so tired.. felt all my energy drained off frm my physical body.. i feel weak.. can't seem to focus.. find myself staring into the blank.. n let the whole world pass me by.. sometimes i feel stress.. the burden is too heavy for me to bear.. can't seems to find the fighting spirit 2 carry on the battle.. when i juz felt like giving up... your voice rang in my head.. that i shld carry on.. <<phil 4:13>> yes.. its your strength i need.. the light that shines the path ahead of me.. having me feel recharged.. renewed.. everytime i dwell in ur presence.. =)


I'll sing to you
A hymn of love for your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everylasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all..


hmm am really feeling drained frm the many wks for endless projects, assignments and tests.. been slping late the past few days.. though this sem is not as heavy as last sem.. but this sem.. i've got additional commitment.. i admit.. im still not really used to the new lifestyle.. im still trying hard 2 adapt to the changes in my life.. but i'm happy.. n im glad i've choosen this path.. i felt my life changed.. ppl might not notice... but.. within me.. i felt good.. i learn to see things frm a brand new perspective.. n started to understand a lot more things.. which i would never be able to understand last time.. yeap...we were toking abt sacrifice.. sometimes we juz got 2 let go of the old things.. so that we can move on in life.. n experience something new.. if we choose 2 cling on to something.. tat's not meant to be... we can never move on.. n we will never noe wat the route ahead of us is going 2 be like.. yea.. we juz got 2 make sacrifices in life.. its painful.. its not easy.. but maybe as mentioned.. sow in tears and we will reap in joy.. he who endures to the end shall be saved.. =)


felt a buring passion as i prayed juz now during cg.. amazing.. felt as if blood frm all over my body suddenly rushed to my brain.. prayed for a breakthru.. felt good abt it.. peace... hee.. let the feeling stay.. grant me the fighting spirit to continue fighting!... next wk's term break.. but i dun see a break.. infact... i've got lots of things 2 do... lots of project meetings.. got 2 study for EI's mid term.. etc... today.. had EI's presentation.. it was quite ok la.. so gonna continue on the construction of mobiworld again.. hmm so next wk's gonna be busy... guess i really need 2 manage my time properly!.. but i can do it i noe!.. coz phil4:13 tells me so.. hee.. QF buck up!!.. FIGHT TILL THE END!!... JIA YOU!!...

*//W|sHeD uPoN @ sTaR//* | 2:27 AM