was reading a few blogs.. all blogs seems sad recently.. abit of an irony huh.. its the chi new yr season.. when everybody's suppose 2 be happily celebrating.. but it seems like.. not all's happy this festive season.. well.. i guess as we all grow older.. we start 2 have more worries.. worries abt our future.. uncertainties in life.. etc..


hmm same thing happens 2 me all the time.. every now n den.. i ask myself.. wat do i really wan.. am i really happy with wat im currently doing.. more than often.. i dun get an ans.. but we jolly well noe.. all has been planned.. everything's laid down frm the very beginning.. n we r always complaining.. asking for this n tat when we din even bother 2 work for it.. how many times have we relied on some1 to tell us wat 2 do?.. telling us wat is rite n wat is wrong?.. where is the faith.. where is the trust??.. what happens to our real purpose in life?.. perish into thin air.. as we drift further n further away frm it.. sometimes u noe its wrong 2 do something.. but u still go ahead n do it.. n regret over the consequences.. see.. humans r juz never satisfied.. everything we have.. we juz wan more.. yes its good in a way.. coz complacency is the greatest enemy to success.. provided we noe our limit.. certain things in life tat r not meant 2 be.. will never be.. clinging on to it doesn't bring us anywhere.. we all noe.. it is never easy to let go.. but strong faith give us great freedom.. believe n there will be miracles.. haaa.. easier said den done??.. yea indeed.. i agree.. its extremely tedious.. i guess.. these r juz some tests we have 2 go thru before we get wat's really meant for us?.. so... hang on.. rmb.. strong faith allows great freedom!.. hee..


hmm typed quite abit.. not really sure wat i typed actually.. juz typed wat comes 2 my mind for the past few mins.. guess there's some parts where there's totally no link.. haha pardon me.. i duno.. but.. im juz typing according to my flow of tots..


hmm inspired by a few of my frens ard me.. saw how these ppl react to probs in life.. ppl who met some difficulities recently.. how they changed.. n im quite surprise at the rate ppl can change over time.. this fren of mine for eg.. she's totally a changed person frm whom i used to noe.. i dun even noe the exact reason for the change.. very long since we last shared our problems with each other.. well.. she started doing alot of silly & weird stuff 2 herself.. mixing ard with weird ppl.. behave so differently.. act so differently frm her usual self.. the usual cheerful ger whom i noe.. now becomes a gloomy.. "nothing-else-matter" kind of ger.. i duno.. but i felt sad for her.. i wanted 2 help.. but i duno how.. i dun understand y she's doing all those stuff 2 herself.. haiz.. my dear fren.. though i dun think she will be reading this.. hmm i juz wanted 2 say... not juz 2 her.. but everyone reading this.. no matter wat the problem is.. dun let the past affect u.. let go of all the unhappiness... den u can be a better person.. i'll be praying for u.. im sure many others will do the same.. we hope to see the old sunny cheerful ger back to us again.. =) .. well same to the others who r feeling down.. lets all forget after the past.. enough of tears shedding.. its sunshine after the rain.. a bright future awaits.. yea!..
*//W|sHeD uPoN @ sTaR//* | 1:49 AM