haiz.. im starting to feel the stress level piling up!!.. so many things 2 do.... i was still quite slack the past few days.. but today.. i suddenly realised.. i've got lots of stuff waiting for me to do!.. IS is really killing me.. iyo.. SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!...... i'm tired.....


feeling kinda irritated today.. dun have mood for anything.. haiyo.. was not even concentrating in class again.. this is bad.. haiz.. i went to source for blogskin instead.. haa.. needa change.. haa.. anyway.. i was quite distracted la.. i also duno y.. feel kinda tired of all the project meetings.. my brain becomes too lazy 2 think.. oh no... i've got 2 discipline myself!!..


went my aunt hse for dinner after sch.. hmm its the 2nd year le.. so fast... time really flies.. that day as i was on my way to sch.. i started thinking of wat happened 2 years ago.. haiz.. n i felt sad.. wondering how diff things would be if 2 yrs ago tat din happened.. though i shldn't keep looking back to the past.. but its really a great lesson learnt.. its all abt LOVE again.. think abt it.. how much have we sacrificed for our loved ones??.. we always like to procrastinate in everything we do.. but some of the things.. once we missed it.. no matter how u try to salvage it.. the situation can never be reversed already.. heart n soul overwhelmed with rue n remorse.. but things will never be the same again.. haiz.. i've been thru this... n i hated myself so much.... so i shldn't let the same thing happen to me ever again.. n today i saw my aunt.. she's sick again.. haiz.. everytime i see her sick.. i cant help but feel a sense of despair.. but its ok.. in faith.. i proclaim healing n BIND all sickness in JESUS NAME!!..


hmm got 2 continue fighting.. im tired.. but i mustn't give up.. never wan to regret again.. so ppl.. remember.. to love.. n treasure all the wonderful ppl n things God has given to us.. =)
*//W|sHeD uPoN @ sTaR//* | 12:36 AM