i've got lots of things to say!!!.. today is a memorable day.. im gonna make sure i blog it down!.. its gonna be long.. so.. u decide if u wanna read.. =)


17th mar.. friday.. a day not to be forgotten.. basically... i woke up early this morning.. n i went down to toa payoh to support abel.. for the spore idol audition.. im feeling really tired.. not enough slp.. n i still have alot of projects undone... but i was told 2 keep my promise.. n i really wan 2 go.. so i forced myself out of bed.. n off i went 2 meet abel.. i was expecting 2 see a bunch of frens with abel.. but i was really surprised to see.. onli 1 ger.. beside him.. n when i saw his smile when he saw me.. with a "qiaofen!"... i told myself.. im really glad i went... well.. in the end.. 4 of us went.. loo, mich, me n abel's fren... we saw all the contestants.. some dressed really weirdly.. haa.. but they can all sing really well.. im impressed.. n for a moment.. we worry for abel.. but when we heard him sing at the audi while being interview by the crew.. we were reassured again.. =) ... at the waiting area... we were extremely nervous.. just as nervous as him... our tots were.."will he come out with the yellow slip??... wat r we going 2 say when he come out of the audition rm??".. hmm n yea.. daniel ong interviewed us.. n it was really funny... n awkward standing in front of the camera with all the lightings n mic.. pointing at us.. knowing that there's a high possibility that we r going 2 appear on tv.. haa.. ok.. well.... when abel came out... he came out with a frown.. n a disappointed look.. i felt my heart sunk.. we din say anything.. we were juz as disappointed as him.. becoz.. i really had a strong faith in him.. expectin him 2 get in.. but despite the disappointment.. i gave him a smile.. becoz.. frm tat pair of eyes.. i sensed... he dun feel good.. but well.. daniel ong made us do a silly thing.. well if they really gonna show on tv.. u will see la.. :S...


hmmm after tat.. we went to bk for lunch... errr the atmosphere was weird.. the usual noisy abel was quiet today.. can see he is trying 2 make himself appear ok.. but we all noe.. inside he is not.. so we tried to tok nonsense.. to lighten the atmosphere.. n things got better.. hee.. after lunch.. the rest left.. so.. i brought him to smu.. haa.. we explored the whole smu.. we even went to the admin blk.. n thx to him.. haha i went to see the swimming pool.. sports hall.. which is at the admin blk for the 1st time.. haha it was fun.. i was impressed.. hahah i din noe my sch got those kind of things.. hahaha.. ya anyway.. we talk abt alot of things this afternoon.. n i din go for my IST meeting.. coz.. i felt.. i shld continue the fellowship.. since.. i hardly got time 2 really fellowship with him.. n the rest of the ppl.. yeap.. so we tok n tok.. walk n walk.. though tiring.. i enjoyed myself.. den... evening.. went down 2 erieck's hse for cg...


wow.. today we had steamboat.. as a farewell for erieck.. who's going back to indo next wk.. :( .. actually i felt sad.. hee.. i hate the feeling of saying "goodbye".. hmm anyway..during cg.. testimony time.. wow.. i felt today's cg is a breakthru.. i never felt like tat before.. i saw abel cried.. i felt sad for him.. after enduring the whole afternoon.. he finally broke down in tears.. den i felt a calling 2 voice out my own feelings.. n i did.. haa.. i was quite surprised with the things i said actually.. haa.. but im glad.. i said those things.. they were really frm the bottom of my heart... i may sound abit exaggerated.. but i really meant those things i said.. im proud of his courage.. we r all proud of him.. top 500 leh.. ha.. i dun even have the courage.. or rather the capability to take part lor.. haa.. anyway.. after tat we made erieck gave his "speech" hee.. he was thanking everybody.. den he cried... oh man.. its the 1st time i see both of them cry.. iyo.. i cant help but feel really sad.. n i started crying too.. when erieck thx me.. n said im like a big sis to him.. yeah... though i juz got 2 noe both of them not too long ago.. haa.. after tonite.. i really felt the bonding among S23.. getting stronger n stronger.. we r 1 big family!!.. we love 1 another!.. im touched by the love.. its something i never experienced before.. i love each n every single bro n sis of S23!!.. den it was photo taking session.. cool... =) ... happy day!!...


as i was typing this blog.. sis hj n sz were chatting to me.. haa.. they told me.. they were touched by wat i said.. they say they were blessed by me.. haa.. wow... i never expect tat.. n tears started rolling down again.. oh man.. i kept crying today.. (haha i felt like a crybaby.. crying all the time..) but yea.. after taking so much blessings frm ppl.. its time i show ppl my gratitude.. by blessing others back... its time.. i learn to love those who care for me.. its time.. i learn to bless every one of them.. =) .. yeah!.. looking forward 2 srv later already!.. =)
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