haha im back!.. ok im back to my usual self again.. more or less.. hee.. yesterday was still quite down.. i spent the whole afternoon at home.. reading books.. had my longest quiet time ever... hehe.. met up with kuku ting in the evening for dinner.. n i felt so much better at the end of the day.. hee..
yea.. a few days back i had this revelation.. i was reading Faith.. n there's this line tat says.."Jesus gives us confidence so that we will not feel inadequate.." yea indeed.. in each of us.. we have been given "confidence"... but we as human.. tend to 'forget' tat we actually have confidence in us.. most of the time.. we have been given priviledges like these.. but we never make full use of them.. we put them at the back of our mind.. n in the end.. we feel lousy.. we feel inadequate.. when tat is not wat God intended us to be.. He make us all with an unique personality.. but all these while.. we have always been trying 2 act like somebody else.. we put up different masks each day.. as we meet different ppl.. or when we face diff situations.. we always want to become like someone else.. instead of focusing on our own unique strength n talent which God has given to each n everyone of us..
not sure if u guys can relate to this... everyday as we stand infront of our waredrobe.. thinking of wat to wear for the day.. we took out the 1st piece of clothing tat 1st come to our mind.. n we put it on.. but when we stand infront of the mirror.. we start to think tat we dun look good in this.. n there muz be something else better in that waredrobe which will be more suitable for the day.. so we started looking for something else to wear.. put it on.. n stand infront of the mirror.. but still not happy with how we look.. n so we juz keep changing up n down.. n finally.. decided to stick to the 1st piece of clothing we tried earlier on... hhee.. see.. humans r always not contented with wat we have.. we feel inadequate.. n we keep having the tot tat there muz be something better out there.. but in the end we only come to realise that.. the 1st piece is still the best.. original... n tat's us!.. we shldn't keep changing ourselves to be like others.. the ORIGINAL us.. which is wat God has intended us to be.. is still the best.. nothing can change wat God has given to us.. so y do we still waste so much time.. changing our "mask" everyday.. trying 2 be like somebody else.. we keep comparing ourselves with others.. onli to find tat.. the 1st piece of "mask" is still the 1 tat is most suitable for us??..
hee.. so we got to all discover ourselves.. find out wat's our real strength n talent in life.. ask God for our purpose in life.. find out wat's our real calling that God has intended for us.. n be ourselves!.. n its juz Me me n me.. nobody can ever replace who we r.. becoz tat is who God wanted us to be.. =) .. hehe i hope ppl who read this entry.. is blessed by it.. it made an impact in me.. so i hope it does impact u too.. hehe think abt it ba.. live ur life with a purpose.. n u will realise tat.. life can actually be so much more meaningful.. =)
yeah!.. feeling so refreshed now!.. hee.. ready to start a brand new day!.. hehe going 2 meet my music classmates for ktv session... n after tat is cg!!.. yeah!.. wkend is here again!.. hehe.. srv tmr!!.. yeah!!.. ehhe Praise the Lord!!.. Good day everyone!.. cheers!
*//W|sHeD uPoN @ sTaR//* | 11:21 AM
