its mother's day today.. how did u guys spend ur mother's day this year??.. well for me.. it din start off quite well.. but thank God.. at the end of the day.. things got better.. din go for service today.. but i listened to it online... towards the end of the service.. pastor was praying for the mothers.. for the parents who r not saved.. i juz felt the urgency.. to get my loved ones saved.. i duno.. i juz felt a strong feeling.. tat a breakthru will come.. not sure when.. but before tat.. God told me.. i'd have to go thru a couple more things 1st.. persevere.. n i teared.. i juz felt tired.. is like having this burden on me.. n onli God knows abt it.. but He told me to hang on there.. wait for His instructions.. n i'll be fine.. breakthru will come.. as long as i seek Him.. n obey Him.. yea..
at nite.. went over to my uncle's hse for mother's day gathering with my relatives.. cousins.. well had lots of food tonite.. great food!.. quite long since we last gathered together.. anyway.. my aunt bought the 'I not stupid 2' vcd.. n everybody juz sat there watching.. wah.. i think God is really good!.. this show came at the rite time.. haa.. though this is the 2nd time im watching it.. i had lots of revelations frm the show this time rd.. wahha.. n i felt Him using this show.. to tell us lots of things.. haa.. yea.. its really good!.. amazing.. hee.. finding the rite key.. to open up tat door.. which will lead us to a place filled with love and happiness.. God gave us the freewill.. to choose our own path.. if we choose to obey Him.. He will give us the power to overcome any obstacles.. pour out blessings onto us.. but if we choose not to obey.. He never forces us.. we juz have to face the consequences.. but He doesn't give up on us.. along the way.. ppl learn frm their mistakes.. n frm there.. learn to obey.. learn to love..

diff ppl show their care n concern in diff ways.. some ppl juz dunno how 2 express their love.. though in their heart they really care for tat someone.. juz as frm the show.. we noe the parents love their kids.. but they juz dunno how 2 tell the kids tat.. loving doesn't mean tat we have to say "I love you" all the time.. in fact it will be weird if suddenly someone who has never said tat 2 u before suddenly come 2 u n say those 3 words.. i guess if its me.. i will juz freak out.. haa.. but actions speaks louder than words.. show ur love thru actions.. God doesn't tell us "I love you" all the time but.. He did it with actions.. He sent Jesus to save us.. He kept His promises... n He listens.... yea.. though some of us r "rotten apples".. but He doesn't forsake us.. He doesn't throw us away.. instead.. He chose to preserve the "good" part of the apple.. n chop off the rotten part.. having half of the apple.. is better den having none at all.. hee.. the agape love of God..

yap.. so gotta really try 2 understand the ppl ard us.. praise ppl for their strengths.. n do not condemn others of their weaknesses.. n slowly... u will find the key.. to the door of happiness.. =p breakthru!..
*//W|sHeD uPoN @ sTaR//* | 10:17 PM