for the past 1 week.. been reading.. fasting.. praying.. nope not being spiritual.. its juz that.. im hungry for a breakthru.. in many areas of my life.. looking for answers.. sometimes i juz feel dry.. i got 2 really move on.. i need 2 move to a higher level.. i dun wan 2 stay stagnant.. i dun wan 2 remain at where i am now.. i wan more!!.. more of everything!..

been trying to figure out what are my gifts and talents.. looking for my direction in life.. juz wat is my dream? where is my destiny?... haa.. God told me to be a blessing to others 1st.. and other things will follow.. He told me that i've got 2 make alot of sacrifices.. the path ahead wun be easy.. i may stumble.. i may fall.. but if i manage to overcome all these... great reward awaits.. haa.. sounds scary.. wat kind of sacrifices?.. how do i bless others?.. i duno... as long as im willing to take up the responsibility.. He promise to empower me..

after attending cg n service this wk.. i realise.. all of us.. we may look strong on the outside.. but before God.. we become weak.. in His presence.. we juz feel so small.. so helpless.. like a baby.. crying out for attention.. humans have flaws.. we have this fragile side of us.. we need love and encouragement.. there are times when i feel weak & lost.. i'll juz break down like a baby.. crying out to My Father for help.. He never fail to be there to stretch out His mighty hands.. and bring me into His embrace.. let His love fill up the emptiness within us.. surrender all our hurts and sorrow.. throw aside all our burdens.. n in His presence.. we become whole again.. n one thing for sure.. we respect & we all love this God that we serve..

to all my friends out there reading this entry.. i noe some of us are tired... many of us r pressured by the things that are happening in our lives.. some of us r facing persecutions.. ppl might say nasty things abt us.. our frens do not understand us.. n some of us might be too busy with sch or work.. many of us r feeling weak n tired frm the busy schedules.. juz rmb this.. do not lean on your own strength.. but on the supernatural.. for He is our Jehovah Jireh.. He is always there when we needed someone.. to be our listening hear.. to give us the shoulder to cry on.. the pair of hands that will lift us up whenever we fall.. He will not leave us walking in the valley alone.. He will carry us.. on His back.. as we walk in the dessert.. when we walk in darkness.. He will be our light.. that guide our feet.. n enlarge the path ahead of us.. most importantly.. we got to rmb.. we got 2 be like Daniel.. stay physically healthy.. in order to shine for the kingdom of God!..so friends.. lets jia you!.. we can fight thru all spiritual attacks together!!.. we can all do it!.. Amen!
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