so many things 2 blog about.. hee.. today's service was really good.. i was soooo touched... was crying thruout the whole srv.. the drama was good.. though some may find the plot rather cliche.. but.. nonetheless.. it still touches me.. i teared.. duno how 2 explain that feeling.. but it reminded me of me n my family.. n someone who has left me 2 years ago.. someone who doted me so dearly.. n we sang that song "So you would come".. though we sang that song.. times n again.. but it never fail to touch my heart each time we sing it.. touch by His great love.. even when Pst Kong preach.. tears still kept rolling down my cheeks.. like Pst mentioned.. our Heavenly Father gave us 4A's.. i tried to relate to my own family.. asking myself if my own father provide me with the 4A's?.. n i realised.. my ans is YES! DEFINITELY!!.. but did i ever express my appreciation??...

Attention: im fortunate to have parents who are always at home.. instead of complaining that my parents dun have time for me.. it is infact me.. who is always out.. and never spend enough time with them.. he never complains when we r not at home.. he never complains when we dun have time 2 accompany him for meals.. my dad doesn't talk much.. but everytime.. it is him who take the initiative to talk to us 1st.. instead of us.. n sometimes when he asks us qns.. we dun even ans him nicely..

Assurance: i remember there r times when im alone with my dad.. he will talk to me abt sch.. n stuff.. he ask abt my studies.. ask abt my future.. he always tells me not to compare with others.. he told me that if i actually work hard enough.. i dun even have to worry abt anything.. he wans the best out of us.. n he always says.. never depend on others.. if others can do it.. so can we..

Affection: my dad is a shy dad.. he doesn't know how 2 express himself.. he never once mention he dote us.. though he always show the "dun care" attitude.. but his actions.. his behavior.. the things he did for us.. clearly shows his love and affection for us.. everytime we say we wan something.. he will say.. "go and buy lor.." he never scolded us b4.. not even to mention beating us.. though he never say it out.. i noe.. he loves his family.. he loves this hse.. he loves us..

Approval: everything we do.. he gives us his support.. he gave us the freewill to do the things we like.. i rmb when we 1st told him we wanted 2 go church.. there was a big commotion at home.. but he did not disapprove.. though i noe he doesn't like.. but he told us to go.. as long as we do not neglect our studies.. like i say.. seldom will he say "No" to us... becoz.. he trusted us so much.... n look at us now.. i'm already in church for more than 6 mths.. Praise the Lord!!

yea.. i juz feel so guilty.. i felt like a lousy daughter.. rebellious.. self-centered.. its only today.. then i realised.. how much i love my dad.. but of coz my mum as well.. yea.. when i saw the many fathers who stood up today.. i wish my father was in the midst of them too.. i wan to pray for him.. i wish he was one of those who walked down the aisle during altar call.. i closed my eyes n imagine myself standing beside my parents.. at the front of the stage when Pst lead the sinners' prayer.. beautiful vision.. i can imagine the outburst of tears of joy.. Thx God for my parents.. thx God for this family!!..

after srv.. went dinner with my parents.. i wanted to treat them to ding tai fung since its father's day.. to reward him for all the hard work.. but in the end.. my nice daddy.. knowing that i dun have much $$ to spend.. decided to pay for the meal instead.. but i noe.. he is happy.. =p.. so i treated them 2 swensens ice-cream instead.. hee.. tmr we r going out as a family again.. for ling's concert.. in fact.. its 2 family going together!.. my family.. n S23!!.. hee.. breakthru le!.. God is indeed a great God!..

Frens... i received something today.. what about you?? realised the love from your parents yet??.. if not.. start thinking.. like what i did... n u will realise.. actually your parents do love you.. becoz.. all parents love their children.. juz like God loves us.. his children!!.. rmb.. God put us in the same family for a purpose.. if you want a happy family.. den be the 1st to step out and do something for the family!.. you can make a difference in your family.. create a family filled with love, joy and peace!!

I LOVE my Family!!... I have a Happy Family!!... Happy Father's Day to my beloved daddy!.. and of coz not forgetting.. the most impt person.. our Abba Father!!!.. =)
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