it's really frustrating when the same old person keeps doing things to disappoint you.. despite the willingness to keep forgiving the same old mistake times and again.. the person just refuses to change.. or worse.. don't feel that they are wrong in the 1st place.. its really disheartening.. im a human too.. i do feel tired.. i do feel stretched.. just wat else do u wan frm me??..
it's affecting me.. yes it does.. just give me a break!.. period.
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on my way home today.. was asking God this qns.. "Why do people simply refuse to change even though they know what their own problems are?"
God told me... becoz these ppl are blindfolded... They can't see the path ahead of them..
they are blindfolded by their problems.. all they can see is their own problems(darkness) ahead of them.. nothing else.. they don't dare to move.. becoz they are afraid they will trip and fall..
this reminds me of a teambuilding game i played during yr 1.. 1 person is blindfolded.. the 2nd person is not.. the role of the 2nd person is to stand infront of the blindfolded person.. and lead the person ard the school. The one who is blindfolded can only put his/hands on the shoulder of the 1st person(leader) and depends on the direction the leader gives.. yes.. the blindfolder is helpless in a sense.. can't see anything.. only can depend on the leader... along the way.. they will have to cross drains.. some big ones some small ones.. go up slope and down steps.. not easy..
the blindfolder person is just like many of us here.. helpless.. scared.. becoz we can't see the route ahead of us.. afraid we might fall.. but there is a choice... whether to focus on the darkness that you see.. keep thinking tat by taking a step out you will fall.. or you can also choose to trust your leader infront of you and keep walking..
many times.. its just plain obedience, faith and trust.. that can bring us safely to our destination.. its just a simple 3 words.. but many of us find it difficult to comply.. no matter how much God has been calling us to trust and have faith in Him.. too many times.. we are just too overwhelmed and obsessed over our own problems that we forgot to trust.. and obey..
as we begin to panic.. and let go of our hands from our leaders' shoulder.. we can't hear our leaders' direction anymore.. and end up falling.. though it could be avoided by just trusting and obeying..
think about it.. are you blindfolded by your own problems now?? if you are.. then do something about it!..
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