watched spiderman 3 yesterday.. i think its quite a nice show.. haa i even had a revelation out of it.. hee..

it feels great to be a person of power isn't it.. it feels good to be way up there above others..but so what if you gain all the wealth and all the power.. n lose the love of your life.. you end up losing yourself.. your own identify that you yourself don't even know who you are.. yes all those things makes you feel good.. but how long can they last? a few mths or a few weeks?.. or would you rather choose to have something that will last you till eternity?..

its never easy to let go certain things that we hold on so dearly.. though we know that they only give us short term pleasure.. but life is all about making choices.. its all up to us to choose.. maybe sometimes we juz got to be patient and have faith that we will receive the things that we have always been wanting.. and not make foolish choices just to enjoy short-term pleasures.. we all have a choice.. so make the wise and right one..

haa.. wat an irony.. i feel like im shooting myself while typing this entry.. guess its juz God.. He always wins..haa.. yea it hurts.. it really does.. so much so i wish painkiller helps.. its tormenting.. its not easy.. but i've got no choice but to make this painful sacrifice.. a choice to walk out of foolishness.. no more shedding of tears for things that are not worthy.. and never let history repeat itself again...

= Prov 17:17 = .. hey bro.. if you are reading this.. you reminded me of this verse.. =).. thx alot for the "holy laughter".. or shld i call it the "tears of joy".. haa.. "surgery" or is it "operation" in progress.. haa.. =p
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