Qns: What is your calling, your destiny and your purpose in life?
I think to many... they will go like.. "huh.. im not sure leh.." that's what i would say in the past too.. but im sure there are also many others.. who already have the ans to the above qns..
me??.. yap.. through a couple of encounters.. i found my ans to those questions.. and i've been struggling to accept it.. intimidated as i am.. trying to run away is what i've always been doing.. but it just comes back to me.. haa.. but still confidence is 1 thing i lack.. assurance and security i seek.. but they are not there all the time.. tried very hard in the beginning.. n it wasn't easy.. and it hasn't been easy.. its tiring.. its draining.. cant rmb how much tears i've shed.. so many times i wanted to give up.. but somehow the tot that i've already come this far..and many other factors stopped me from letting go..
to be honest i've been fighting battles in my mind.. trying to convince myself that maybe there's something else.. but in the end.. i lost.. face it.. that's it.. haa.. i duno what to say.. but to trust and obey.. n it really takes great faith to accept and confess it..
but of coz there's other things i know i need to do.. greater purpose.. greater visions.. n its starting now!.. its going to be exciting.. hee.. yeap!.. ready to go anytime!
its a choice between what you've always wanted to do and the calling that has been placed in your life.. if its you.. what would you choose? Would you choose to obey.. or would you choose to go after the desires of your heart..
Make your choice today..
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