what is life if we're living in a one-man island?
what is life if we have no family/friends at all?
what is life if everything juz revolves around me, myself and I?
what is life if nothing changes at all?
what is life if there's no ups and downs?
what is life if everything's always so smooth sailing?
what is life if we never grow up at all?
as i was walking home earlier.. praying.. these questions came to my mind.. thinking of the things that happened over the past 2 years.. the things that are happening now.. and the things that are about to happen.. and i told myself.. this is life.. where the only constant is change.. never ending ups and downs.. people come and go.. moving in and out of comfort zones.. that is life..
after i left coffee bean.. thots flooded my mind.. reality hit me.. i started to feel a real big load added on my shoulder.. pushed out of my comfort zone.. carrying the cross.. i need to carry on..
i duno y.. but i started to tear after receiving an sms frm huijun.. it wasn't bad news.. it was juz a normal sms getting me to help with some stuff.. but it triggered off some thots.. n i cant hold back my tears.. i told myself.. frm now on.. its no longer me..myself and I.. lots to learn.. lots to overcome.. taking a big step of faith towards the unknown route ahead.. decision has been made.. press on..
things are about to happen.. starting today..
Cai Qiaofen.. Jia You!!!
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